little thoughts about living, loving & learning

 

You may notice I posted a bunch of old entries from my old Friendster account. I heard Friendster will soon close and reformat its site. I'm afraid my articles will be forever gone so I decided to repost them here. :)

These articles are part of me and I can't bear to think that I'd never read them again.

-jamittle-

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i am living in an ordinary world with ordinary people

this ordinary people bring extraordinary things to me

i can say that sometimes, i am invisible through the eyes of them

sometimes, i am the center of their conversations

little do they know, i can hear what they say about me

not literally, but deep inside of me

i know…

…if they like me or not

…if they need me or they just want to use me

…if they care or they just want to show off

…if they love me, or just want to hurt me

…if they’ll stay or suddenly leave

i am what i am

what you see is what you get

what i have is what i give

what you give is what i take

that’s LIVING.

i have lived for twenty-one years now

i experienced a lot of pains, struggles and sufferings

i have felt sadness and happiness,

of solitude and tranquility…

i have gained what i should gain

and let go of something i should never have

there’s a definite pain in holding on

and worst in letting go…

i have done that so many times

and i am used to it..

in terms of loving, i am a fool

but i am not a LOSER.

i am born to love and not to hate

i guess being left behind

is the price i pay for loving with all my heart…

that’s LOVING…

and who would ever say i am a loser?

nobody has the right to call me one

because all these years

i never give up on love

i get tired, i swear!

but i never give up…

i always have the courage to stand up

after a fall

to face the laughing world

i am not ashamed of what life has brought me

i am thankful for that

because i know something’s waiting for me

i am still walking and taking my journey

experience is my teacher

that’s LEARNING…

someday we’ll meet, i know

i don’t know you but i assure you

you’ll be part of my life…

till then…

SEE YOU AT THE CROSSROADS.. :)

- jamittLe -